I was doing a little blog surfing..As I am want to do...And came across this..
Well it struck something in me today..I hope like crazy my life doesn't come off looking perfect and pretty and polished on this blog..It's not..AT ALL...
It's messy, busy, stressful and I yell alot...LOL..
So I thought I would say what's on my heart...
I feel pulled in lots of directions..
I am worried that I am not spending enough quality time with each of my children..
I love my husband...More today than other days..Not sure why today..But I am just feeling it and want him to come home from work soon.
I am enamoured with giant poster-sized images of my kids..Just where to put them..
Gr.4 camp is never far from my thoughts..Next week she goes alone and I hope she doesn't resent me for pushing just that little bit.. She's so... 'glass half empty'...at times..
I love my son..In a way so different from the girls..Perhaps because he is the last..Perhaps because hes a bloke..I am fiercely protective of his little soul.. And don't want any old chickie stomping on his sweet little heart someday..The girls I simply want them to find and be happy with a good boy?? What's with the difference there? I'm still processing this...I think it's because I'm a girl....That it's all so different? Maybe?
The drive to exercise and stay trim is strong..But...I just wanna eat a donut...Settle for fish and chips tonight I guess..
Here's a photo to help with inspiration..
Him...Playing peek a boo at Gran and Grumbles....